1 more yr

1 more yr, let me experience more of You o God
1 more yr, let me know You are the one whom i can depend on, whom i can trust
1 more yr, let me have more faith in You o God
1 more yr, let me know You will never forsake me n leave me
1 more yr, let me experience Your faithfullness even more o God
1 more yr, let me love You, serve You even more

Lord, I thank You for Your faithfulness in my family
Lord, I thank You for Your provision to my family
Lord, I thank You for what You have done in my life
Lord, I thank You for Your word to said that You are my God, my comforter, my shelter, my fren, my provider

God, although it happened and its out of my control but i know that You are the one who holds my future.. You are the one who will leads me.. though it cant be seem clearly but just like the foot prints.. u will carry me helps me thru all the circumstances.. all the difficulties..

God, please prepare me although Im not ready for it.. but pls lead me.. show me Your will o God
Thank You Lord

uneasy

i tot i can face it naturally but im not!! its makes me uneasy when everyone keep mentioning it.. =(

wheres my heart....

dun have courage anymore.. disappointed...sadness...tears...heartbroken..
perhaps should give up first rather than get hurt again...
if dun pull myself up tis time n i will go even deeper n deeper... tis time the feeling is so real... =(

is there any miracle happen in me? i shd start with a new heart...

You are the Peace that guards my heart
My help in time of need
You are the Hope that leads me on
And brings me to my knees

wats next...

is been a mth nvr update my lovely land d... wanted to close tis blog d.. =)
anw reali thank god for the melbourne trip it makes me to fulfilled my only purpose of going there.. n im extreme happy n tears with joy cos tis trip reali helps me a lot.. especially gained back the frenship with nie.. thats my main purpose of gg melbourne.. finally!! thanks nie... its reali amazing n memorable..

thru out this trip just realised i should pursue my dream though im 25 d but nothing is impossible in god. right now i only can continue to pray to god to open the door for me if there is his will for me to further study in melbourne.. not only enjoying the lifestyle there but main thing is i can do where my interest is.. reali wish to have a try as im stil single now but reali need to pray for god's guidance n provision.. there is a way if there is a will..

one question of asking myself is 'will i still love god even more if in somewhere else"?

=(

该怎么办？？ 该怎么办？？ 为什么会这样？？
神的话如此说：“耶和华是我的力量，使我的盾牌；我的心依靠他，我就得到帮助”诗篇28:7
要寻求神的面。
我应该感恩感谢神。。不管发生什么事，这一切都是神所允许放在我生命的。都是我能够承受的。只能祷告神会带领。。要更加的信靠他，依靠他。
主啊。。。。。。

yippi yippi...* lovely 25th birthday *

how old i am? 18yrs old!! tis is how i wish to... but no matter how i must face the fact... indeed im so thankful of wat god is doing in my life thru out these 25 yrs.. sooner will get into 30s.. tats not wat i want unless im married then is different story...

tis yr im really praying hard to god for my future husband... cos im just think thru that actually i doesn lack of anything except future partner.. pls pray for me k.. tis is my first time asking ppl to pray for me.. haha...u guys oso wish me to marry soon right.. so there will have no burden anymore.. lol... praying tat god willl answer my prayers soonest..

anyway tis yr reali thanks for those who wishing me by sms/facebook/msn.... truly is a great joy to have u guys but the most out of my expectation is nie... reali got a big shock wen saw her msg.. so touched n nearly cry oso... thanks nie...

**chris, alvin fong, kah yee, chee yong, han ten, mickey, mabel, isaac, jinz, lin, fong yee, tracey, jun yi, wan yean, steph, my siss, mian chao, aunty helen, uncle jeffrey, jian shin, xiao yen, mei bo, jia wern, victor ooi, loon, shuen, sok peng, oppa**

Yappi 21st Birthday *my dear sakai bro jinz*

转眼之间你都已经21岁了，真的是岁月不留人。。想当初认识你才不过是15-16岁而已而现在就已转大人了咯。就像pk说的21岁是要承担更大的责任。AMEN？hehe...

在这几年看见神如何的塑造你，使用你和带领你。现在的你是一个很爱神，全心服侍神的，没有怨言，一直有着愿意帮助别人的心。always cheer ppl up... always bring joy.. laughters to us.. there are so much fun n memorable moments we spent together...u such a great blessing n encouragement n great bro to me..THANKS FOR EVERYTHING...

愿神在你来临的日子当中供应祝福你所需要所祈求的。。不断地加添力量和智慧好让你懂得如何的去面对每一样事情，能够成为蒙神所喜悦的儿子。

**关于蛋糕的话不用觉得很不好意识，虽然不能够给你很隆重的但这也是我一点点的心意。唯一能够帮忙的也能做得到的。希望你会喜欢。要更加好好爱神，就是回报我们了。

take a look....

Birthday babies...

bro nicholas ** 10/6 **


happy birthday to u... may god answered all ur prayers...thanks for everything...

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my dearest sis & jia wern ** 9/6 **


sis : happy birthday ya...pls take care urself in segamat though now u r so happy over there la.. but do come back once u r free.. though tis yr r quite tough but try ur best to score well ya..
jia wern : happy belated birthday ya.. hope u will like the present.. anw dun go aus la.. stay here n study in sg... keep it up for ur studies n keyboard ya.. indeed u r played well... reali wish to see u serving in cop...

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shinlang ** 6/6 **

the cutest guy *shinlang* Kim Hyun Joong... reali loves his smile n his funny thoughts..

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chloe **1/6**my dear chloe mok... lol.. happy belated birthday... n may god grant u all ur wishes...

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esther jie **29/4**

thank god for bringing such a sweet sis in my life.. though jus knew her not more than a yr but truly i have received so much blessings from her n bro ivan.. they are so generous..cute..funny ppl...hospitality...may god continue to bless them n bless their marriage.. hope u reali likes the present which we were given to u... nevertheless, we did celebrated for esther jie...n the little ethan oso wants us to sang birthday song for him as well.. so cute... :)

We got Married....

最近爱上了韩国的综艺节目[我们结婚了]。。 真的是超爱的。。虽然是扮演假象夫妻一起生活但真的可以从中学到很多东西。。 不仅仅是浪漫， 温馨，搞笑的婚姻生活。。 我最喜欢的夫妻Alex申爱和杉菜夫妇（金贤重和黄甫）。。

金贤重 & 黄甫（杉菜夫妇）shinlang & buin - 最好笑的夫妻。。尤其是shinlang.. :)

Alex & 申爱(shinae) - 最浪漫的夫妻 - 尤其是alex唱的Daisy, Flowerpot, Like a child...

Andy & Solby - 最恩爱的夫妇。。很喜欢Andy唱的Love Song很cute。。

Crown J & 徐仁英 - 蚂蚁夫妇（蚂蚁和魔女）- 最爱吵架的。。

Yappi 22nd Birthday *my dear Nie*

nie, blessed birthday to you ya.. cant imagine now u r 22yrs old.. my gosh!! big big gal d..
thanks for the tings u have done in my life thru out these yrs.. it such a amazing to having u such a wonderful sis.. i'm so happy to see u getting fine in aus.. getting more choiz d a.. haha.. keep it up ya esp in ur studies n work.. god has a special plan in ur life.. just count on him n lean on him.. he shall lead u n guide u..
reali cant wait to visit u hopefully reali can make it on june.. pray along k.. then u can see ur dad n bro d..
thanks a lot my dear... be cheerful always... enjoy ur big day... take care ya.. n god bless.. *mizzie*

Farewell my dear Senior *Connie*

today is connie's last day in Schenker, kinda miss her... so sad :(
indeed she is a great senior who teach me a lots of tings ever since i joined Schenker in 26 Dec 07.
she is the one who lead me, guide me, teach me, correct me, comfort me, help me.. there is so much memories working with her in the same team..
but will feel happy for her since she found her happiness n getting married on tis coming Oct. just wishing her all de best n happy forever... thanks connie..

from left to right : Diyana, Grace, Kak Habsah and I

front : Connie

reali thank god for this great team though connie is leaving but atleast the rest of us still can work well. atlast Diyana and Grace r back up me.. not so stress d.. thanks

*luckily im not same team with these 2 "Satan".. very bad la 2 of dem... esp the [RIGHT dark skin] one.. beh tahan.. always ask for fights..

*without God's love im not be able to forgive them, LOVE UR ENEMY!! :)

Great Sunday Service

今天本来打算去第一堂和第二堂的聚会可是睡迟了就只能去第二堂的， 今天戴牧师一直提到将神的话藏在心中， 昼夜思想神的话。。这短短的一句却一直记在心里。。 而且也提到信心是从祷告而来的。。也使到我要更加的要渴慕神。。

当我们吃完午餐回去教会时， 毕明姐就叫我过去给牧师祷告领受神的祝福因为很难得他们从台湾过来，当张哈拿牧师在为我祷告时，神就藉着她对我说要将我的心给神， 信心等候， 不要再看过去的伤害失败， 神必要在我的家庭，工作带给来大能，权柄， 当我在家读经时神也会赐下大能。。 神也会医治我身上的任何疾病。。我身边的人也必藉着我的口得到祝福。。

其实这几天的seminar圣灵一直不断运行在当中，很多人都领受到医治等等，而在礼拜天的聚会也看到神的大能在当中，尤其是当牧师提到3个人的名字时真的很amazing。。

with Nora
感谢神透过这次的团队带给我们很多祝福， 尤其是认识Nora（放LCD的女生）之后发现我要向她一样那么温柔， 这一点是我要好好学习的。。她好温柔，说话很谦卑，对待人很礼貌。。 很高兴认识到她。

new hair style 09

yesterday evening went to cut hair with yee.. the stylist Shah who served me was so handsome la n he served me very well n the Saloon Boss Fabian was the one who cut my hair but im not so happy with my new hair.. ard 60% nia.. perhaps next time can dye hair n cut another hairstyle..

macam xde berubah pula.. hehe

Sweet 19th " Yang "

Blessed Belated birthday ya.. pray that god will open a door for ur studies.. hopefully not send u to melaka or KL otherwise there cant see BLUR KING anymore.. haha... must love god even more ya..

Blessed Sweet "18th" ~ Celine & Chee Yong ~

Thank god for this 2 little handsome bro n 38 pretty sis.. cant imagine u guys r 18th tis yr.. now u guys r big boy n big gal lo..stay strong n do always have faithful in god... He will show you his way.. enjoy tis big day..

deng deng deng deng...

最近不管是在frenster / facebook都看到我好多小学，中学同学，以前的同事。。一个一个都结婚了。。都感到很开心也衷心祝福她们。。

i luv it

在上个礼拜听到这首歌是在赞美之泉的专辑“苏醒”里的 [定晴看耶稣]。。好久都没听到了。。
最近又开始喜欢这首歌了。。歌词也很meaningful..

凡劳苦重担 当亲近耶稣
必享安息 必得满足
凡饥渴慕义 来寻求耶稣
必享甘泉 必得饱足

注目看耶稣 定晴看耶稣
圣洁公义主 十架上耶稣
注目看耶稣 定晴看耶稣
谦卑亲近主 跟着他同步
跟着他同步

thank god!!

1. lately i was not feeling well.. early in de morning d having headache.. it last few days d.. maybe too stress kua.. but nvr mind.. atleast i know god is helping me n leading me in my working place... although my team senior is gg to resign n another team col is gg to give birth but god reali loves me so much that he reali sent another team col who changed to my team to helping me.. God is so good to me..

2. today im jus receiving a goods news from MD is I GOT ANOTHER BONUS... although not one month bonus but praise god!!! it reali out of my expectation cos before tat MD was announced there is no bonus anymore but who knows.. HALLELUYAH!!! my god is so big, so strong n so mighty that nothing my god cannot do.. for u..

im so thankful of wat god is doing in my life lately....thank god.. no words can reali express my feeling.... hahaha.. im so happy....

stun...

last night when im shaping my eyebrow n suddenly bleed from the nose... so much a.. scared me.. i tot wat happened then mama said maybe inside my body too heats d.. sienz.. =.=

random

yea.. my gangs all came back from camp lo... i think they had a wonderful camp for these few days n exhausted as well...

but today jin n aunty r gg to aus le.. so good a.. i wanna go!!!! im sure nie is extremely excited n happy of counting down this day to come... she sure cry one when see her mama.. 100%.. haha

one month cant see jin though is good la but i will miss u de jin.... sounds geli.. haha.. u better bring stuff back to us lo....thanks for ur generous n kindness ya.. god bless.. n have fun ya